Thursday, July 4, 2013

Memoir 6, Hardships of Pastoring

*Note to reader:  I skipped memoir 5 because there's information in there that I don't really want to reveal to the world.  It's way too personal and I'm honestly afraid of judgement from people because of it.  You'll have to wait till I publish the memoirs to read the April 23rd entry date.*


April 26, 2013
0800
            If you’re going to preach anything, you must live out those words.  Words are meaningless unless you bring them to life, and the only way to do that is through your own actions.  It is not enough to expect people to simply believe what comes out of your mouth.  Live it out.  As a pastor — as a leader — you are dutifully responsible for living out what you preach.  This brings about a hardship — the highest of expectations.  A good pastor knows what the Word of God says and recognises that he or she is incapable of living out God’s statutes and commands 100% of the time, no matter where they’re at, what they’re doing, and what their situational circumstances causes them to feel.  A good pastor knows what God’s Word says, accepts it, accepts their inevitable failures, and comes to the repentance and renouncing of their sins.  We preach, and the congregations expect us to live accordingly to that to the fullest, and when we fail like any other human being they have a choice — to believe that the pastor is a hypocrite or that he is simply human like the rest of us and falls every now and then.  Discerning the difference betwixt the two is wisdom.  If a pastor has a consistent pattern of falling into sin, then it’s obvious that they’re a hypocrite.  There are good shepherds, then there are false shepherds.  Again, discerning the two is wisdom.
            I’m writing to the average Christian now.  My brethren, it is acceptable for a pastor to be human.  His calling does not make him any more human than you are and it does not transform him into some heavenly being inside the flesh of a human.  No, he is no more human than you are.  Neither does his calling bring him any more closer to God than you are, physically.  Yes, his faith may be stronger or even equal to yours, but faith is not a destination in which we consummate while on this earth.  Faith is an ever growing process and only becomes complete the moment Christ comes to take us Home.  Ergo, do not be disheartened; it is very possible for you to grow in your faith ever so strongly.  Do not use a pastor’s faith, or any other person’s faith, as a discouragement to not grow in your faith.  Rather, use it as an inspiration to aspire towards.  Do not think to yourself, “Their faith is so strong.  Mine can never be like that.”  That is Satan manipulating you and it is a LIE!  Faith is eternal growth, not a stage by stage process.
           A pastor, or a devout Christian, is not superior to the newly born again Christian.  As brothers and sisters in Christ, we are in unity.  The Word speaks of this in Ephesians 4:1-6.  Humility, gentleness, patience, and acceptance of one another — these inspire unity in the Spirit.  Humble yourselves before one another.  No talent is greater than another, no lifestyle more preëminent than the next.  Speak and act with gentleness, kindness, and compassion of sincerity.  Be patient with one another, coming to one another with understanding, not preconceived judgements and accusations.  And accept one another — each lifestyle, each hardship and tribulation that we come from.  We all come from different places.  Out of all places and types of people, Jesus Christ calls the poor, the meek, the humble, the disgraced, the persecuted — all those whom we would choose to judge and ignore.  Choosing to ignore and not bring up in the love of Christ those we consider to be of a lower social status than us is forgetting the love of Christ, and when we forget His love He is not in us. 

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