Thursday, July 4, 2013

Memoir 4, Death

April 21, 2013
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            Today’s topic is going to be quite intense.  Because you see, I am dying.  Not from any disease, or cancer, or any other terminal ailments.  I am a healthy young man with no terminal ailments, but I am dying.  We are all dying.  We never know when death’s grip will take our bodies, and our spirits departing wherever God decides them to be.  We never think of death until it happens to somebody close to us or strangers around us.  Whether it’s a car accident, a suicide, a diagnosis of a terminal illness that happens to us or someone else and is inoperable, a terrorist attack (foreign or domestic), an abortion, or a massacre, we never ruminate upon death unless it affects us personally or our surrounding environment.  Death is very serious, and it will happen to every single one of us.  It’s because it is so serious and frightening that we choose to ignore it until it finally comes to take us or someone close to us (or not so close when it’s a massacre, or the death of a favoured celebrity).  We have to prepare for it.  Living in acceptance of it is to live free of it — the fear of it, the grip of it — just as Jesus Christ has defeated death.  In the U.S. Army, statistics show that more soldiers die in a car accident at home than they do in combat in the Middle East.  Today is an early Sunday morning, and after I am finished with this memoir entry I could get in my jeep and on my way to church die in a car accident due to any variety of causes.  I say that not because death can take us at any moment, but because driving a vehicle is really dangerous (hence the statistical fact I mentioned).  It could be from wrong judgement calls on the road, or even losing the use of my legs at any moment due to my spinal condition (more on that another time).  While I was in the army I would tell my mother all the time these statistics and that technically makes me safer in Afghanistan than I am at home, especially being in the band since all we do on deployment is play music and that it’s a non-combatant MOS (military occupational specialty).  But I do not fear death.  I acknowledge its possibility in many situations, but I do not fear it, and I’ll tell you why.
            Many people, even Christians, fear death, and they have their irrational reasons.  (I say irrational because phobias are irrational fears, although they appear rational to the victim.)  Some fear it because they’re unaware of what comes after death, or simply don’t believe in Heaven or Hell.  There are Christians who fear it because they doubt their salvation — they live in so much guilt of their sins that they doubt God’s mercy and therefore doubt they’ll inherit God’s kingdom as co-heirs of Christ, which is a huge problem.  If you’re living in so much guilt of your sins, repent and renounce your sins and you will find mercy (Proverbs 28:13).  Repenting is the easy part; God will forgive you instantaneously.  Renouncing them is the hard part, where you have to do the work to turn from those sinful ways and not do them anymore, otherwise if you continue in that sin you’re still guilty of it.  There’s also the fact that a saved, born again, baptised Christian cannot lose his or her salvation.  Once you have Jesus Christ, you have Him forever, unless you turn from Him, for He says: “Therefore, everyone who will acknowledge Me before men, I will also acknowledge him before My Father in heaven.  But whoever denies Me before men, I will also deny him before My Father in heaven” (Matthew 10:32-33).  This message is as true to believers as it is to unbelievers, whether we wish to believe it or not.  Harsh realities are always difficult to manifest.  You can come into the faith and easily stray from it.
However, Christians who acknowledge Him before men wholeheartedly and do their very best, as a human being, to live according to His name have this irrational fear of death.  They read the book of Revelation and fear His coming, the loss of the earth, and ultimately their own death.  The coming of the Messiah is supposed to be a glorious and victorious event!  Christians who read Revelation and come out of it with fear have a complete misunderstanding of the prophecy.  All the terrible things you read of in the Revelation prophecies happen to those who are left behind after Christ’s rapturing of His Church.  They think that all those things happen then all believers go to Heaven.  No, Christ raptures His Church, and those left behind have to deal with all the tribulations afterwards, even new believers after the fact (and they’ll be resurrected in Heaven at Christ’s Glorious Appearing).  If you don’t want this to be you, repent of your sins steadfastly and submit yourself to Jesus Christ in complete servitude.  Remember, nothing can separate you from your salvation except yourself.  Romans 8:35-39, Who can separate us from the love of Christ?  Can affliction or anguish or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?  As it is written:  Because of You we are being put to death all day long; we are counted as sheep to be slaughtered.  No, in all these things we are more than victorious through Him who loved us.  For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing will have the power to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord!
            What a glorious reality!  What a marvellous victory we have over death, through Christ, to give God praise for!  As a prospecting pastor, I write to Christians.  Why fear death?  There is not a single created thing on this earth or even in Heaven or Hell that can separate you from Jesus Christ — your salvation.  The only thing that can is your denial of Him before men.  That may seem to contradict what I just said, but it does not.  That is an internal force.  There is not a single external force on earth or supernatural that can take the love of Christ away from you.  This is why I do not fear death.  I know where I’m going once I die, and it’s a heck of a lot better than this world we live in now.  So I’m looking forward to dying.  This does not make me a risk taker.  I am far too introverted for such activities and I’m not foolish enough to make such decisions to begin with.  God put me on this earth for one purpose only and that is to preach His Word and help people with their faith.  I simply live.  I go with the flow of life and I trust God with it.
            That’s another thing — trust in God.  I trust God in the preservation of my life.  That’s one more reason why I do not fear death.  I cannot tell you how many times God has saved my life every time I trusted Him with the preservation of it.  I don’t only mean it in the poetic, metaphorical sense either.  I have trusted Him with the preservation of my life in very dangerous situations, whether it’s been on mission trips or my time of service in the United States Army.  Every time I have trusted Him in the preservation of my life He has always delivered me.  He has never failed me.  He is incapable of failing His children.  Do not misunderstand me, however.  There have been plenty of times where I have feared for my life.  But with the Holy Spirit I have within me, every time I was afraid I prayed a quick prayer saying, “God is not finished with me yet.  It’s not time for me to die.”  And immediately, my fear is gone.

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